Peace of mind is first benefit for many getting Medicaid. "Sharon Mills, a disabled nurse, long depended on other people's kindness to manage her diabetes. She scrounged free samples from doctors' offices, signed up for drug company discounts and asked for money from her parents and friends. Her church often helped, but last month used its charitable funds to help repair other members' furnaces. Ms. Mills, 54, who suffered renal failure last year after having irregular access to medication, said her dependence on others left her feeling helpless and depressed. "I got to the point when I decided I just didn't want to be here anymore," she said. So when a blue slip of paper arrived in the mail this month with a new Medicaid number on it -- part of the expanded coverage offered under the Affordable Care Act -- Ms. Mills said she felt as if she could breathe again for the first time in years. "The heavy thing that was pressing on me is gone," she said."Sabrina Tavernese in The New York Times.